First Post

I haven't been doing a regular blog since the last Iraq deployment of my ex husband. This was a great tool at the time as I connected with my thoughts and fears of deployments with other spouces all over the world. Cource those days are gone as I have experienced deep dark levels of betrayl from him and I no longer felt safe blogging.

I am in a new place in my life and I want to express my new journey. I am in a new year, completely divorced, and found new happiness in being a lifestyle Dominate. I am also wanting to fall in love with someone that would appreicate what I have to offer. I enjoy the new friends I am making and this wonderful community I am connecting with along the way.

Somehow I am finding myself again. I am scared a lot, I am excitited, and I will be the non conventional person I have always been. Just frustrated and really hope there is a happy ending in all of this.

The blog should be random. I might talk about sessions with subs, things I want to do, the guy I crave to be with, and maybe some friends. I'll just talk about what ever happens to be on my mind.

Mz M